Sunday, December 15, 2019

Hodgepodge

Flustered, trying to remain calm and put together to prove everyone wrong. Storms in the mind, but not a wave in the sea of my appearance. Everything inside me crumbling but my heart screaming my demons will never win.

My head runs speeding while my body and soul want to rest. They are so tired, of wearing the label of "broken"..."unstable".

Few truly know me...seen sides of me that most have not. But is that not every human?

We crave community, yet built a society that has isolated us more than ever in our own fucked minds. We crave relationships, yet built walls so tall that we find it easier to be alone than deal with our fears of judgement and abandonment.

We are constantly being told to be more in tune with our feelings, but society favors those who tune that shit out and get shit done. Successful people didn't give time to their feelings.